''People said that i'm a jovial person. Yes, that's so me, and I hate this kind of demeanor in me. They used to thinks that i'm a weak boy that can't do nothing. Infact, they always assume me as a kid though i'm a coeval with them. I can't do other than succumb eventhough i'm not that kind of boy. Sometimes, I wonder am I weak to surmount all this shits? I didn't have any bestfriend I only have a goodfriends, and they fuckin thinks that i'm a subdued boy among them all. And yeah, I guess I need to change my way of life. I'll try to be a heartless kid among them all although it's so hard. I JUST WANT A SIMPLE RESPECT FROM THEM! AND I DON'T WANT THEY STEPPING ON MY HEAD LIKE NOTHING HAPPENS. That's all I need and that's kinda hard to fulfill.''

Regards, 

AYY